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 Ok... so I chickened out.

I was ready to go, cleaned a little patch on my tummy, put the Rebismart on there... annnnnnnnnd nothin.

Promptly cleaned a little area on my left leg - done and done.  Once again, a little drop.  I'll have to call Multiple Support next week to fix up the settings!

I know I'm supposed to rotate my injection sites, but injecting into my stomach on Wednesday SUCKED.  I couldn't bring myself to do it.  I will need to work up to injecting in my stomach.

I feel pretty bad about chickening out, but I still injected somewhere which I was pretty proud of.  I called my boyfriend, and he wasn't very impressed that I injected into my leg.  A little bit of "hey babe that's ok, next time you'll be able to do it!" would have been nice, but whatever.  Such is life.

I'm trying to figure out a game plan to get over this fear of pain!!!  So far, I'm only comfortable injecting into my legs and I can't do that each time.  I need to rotate the injection sites! My boyfriend will be here on Monday night for my next injection.  It might work if I close my eyes and he presses the button.

I am now off for TWO DAYS!  No work, no injections, no waking up early.  I'm puppy sitting my friend's dog right now, and I'm surrounded by puppy love, a warm couch and blanket, and the peace of mind that I do not have to do ANYTHING tomorrow!  WOOOOOHOOOOO!

I've had a killer headache since I came home.  Just letting some time pass before I take the puppies outside, and then I'm crawling into my warn comfy bed.  Injection days make for restless sleep.  I haven't been able to distinguish if it's the Rebif or the anxiety of the injections that cause me to toss and turn all night.